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Tuesday, 21 June 2011

  • Quicksand of emotion

    I am lonely. No one hangs out with me any more and I still am in love with Chad. It's been half a year since I've last seen him. My city isnt that big, you'd think I would see him around.
    But no.
    I'm lonely lonely lonely because there's a hole in my chest that's been there for half a year. An itch that can't be scratched.


    Please come back. You don't know how bad I wish I could change the past to make sure we would still be together.

    I hurt. I ache and hurt and cry. I'm a mess.

    Help.SOS

Friday, 29 April 2011

Monday, 28 February 2011

  • Hello...

      Harvard!

    I got a 31 on my ACTS and I'm ectastic about it. It's just a point off of the Harvard average.

    An Ivy League College is my one way ticket out of this dead end town. I know it sounds cliche, but its true. I can't wait to leave.There's too many memories, too many people, too much has stayed the same. I'm looking for a change and I need it soon.

    I need quick headlights and a forlorn figure with their thumb pointed up, just waiting to get the hell out of here.

    I 'm going to get the hell out of here.

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    I need this more than anything else. And I think everyone else does too.

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      I wish I could I figure out how to be happy.

Thursday, 17 February 2011

  • Alive!

    When you love someone, its hard to think about anything but to breathe.

    -The Fruit Bats (When You Love Someone)

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    A broken heart is better than no heart at all.

    -wordboner.com

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    You have to choose between the girl you love and the diploma you've worked for all your life. You have 30 seconds.
    -The Paper Chase
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    I'm getting sick and tired...
    -From Here to Eternity
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    Every day, I tell myself it's time to be getting over this - I know that people expect it of me. But if anything I'm getting worse.
    -The Accidental Tourist
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    And everyone looks trivial and foolish, and not related to me. 
    -The Accidental Tourist
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    You don't need me anymore. We both know that. But I need her. -The Accidntal Tourist
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    Mistakes are not always regrets.
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    I've made myself another formspring.
    http://www.formspring.me/iamanisland 
     

     

     

Tuesday, 15 February 2011

  • Empty soul.

     

    I dyed my hair. Because I couldn't change you, I changed myself.

    Recovery is a slow process, but eventually it will happen.  I will recover. It may take half a year, a year, or 20 years. I will recover from this.

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    I am recovering.

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